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My Birth
I was born just 1 and a half weeks before valentines day and went home 5 days later. -
First time hunting
the first time I actually fired my gun at anything other than a target was in the fall of 2017. I had been using guns for a while now and had done lots of target practice, I had also just completed my hunters safety course so now I could legally go hunting. I shot a buck at 30 yards. initially I felt pleasure because I had hit my target, but as I sat in the tree stand I thought about what I had done, it took me a while to come to terms with the fact that its how life works and finally get over. -
First Time On a Plane
the first time I was consciously on a plane(first actual time had been when I was too young to remember) was when I went on a trip to Houston Texas with my church. I had a panic attack on the plane and needed to take medication to prevent me from passing out. -
First Attempted Suicide
I had been diagnosed and experiencing depression for approximately 2 years at this point and I had a series of events leading to it, but I had made my first attempt on my life while still in Houston Texas with my church. -
Second attempted suicide
My second attempt on my life came sometime in late fall early winter of 2018. I don't know why but I had decided I had enough and I went to my shed to make my second attempt. You can call it a lucky failure or horrible success because I failed. This was my second and thankfully final attempt on my life. -
First time driving a car
I drove the car for the first official time on my way home from the dmv on February 6 2019 after successfully completing my permit test with a 100. -
First Day of Urban Forestry
my first day of Urban Forestry was highly eventful, I showed up 20 minutes late to class because I got lost, then as punishment for being related to my sister (who had gone through the program prior to me and made a name for herself) I had to be the first person to climb a tree that day, I made it roughly 20 feet up... and fell.