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The day i was born.
My mother gave birth to me at 2:14pm. I was her first born child, and her new current reason for living. I was 7lbs 4 oz and i believe 19 inches long. -
Mom and Dad Married
My mom and dad married for the first time on this day. This was their first marriage, but certainly not their last marriage. I was their flower girl in the wedding. -
First Sibling was born
My younger sister was born into my family. Now that she was here, we were no longer a family of three, but now a family of four. I loved being an older sister, it gave me responsibility, and another person to talk to that i knew would listen. -
Walking.
I'm estimating on the date, but in this month of 1992, was when i first started walking. I don't remember walking before crawling, but ive been told over the years that i learned to walk before i learned how to crawl. -
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Food situations.
My family has never been rich. My mother would spend her money on what she thought was "right", and my father would spend his money on his alcohol and his ciggerates. There was never any food in the house, and their was rarely any presents under the christmas tree. Me and my siblings had each other, and thats why were so close. We've been through everything together & we know and understand how the other is feeling. -
Younger brother birth.
My youngest sibling was born, and yes it was a boy. My family now grew to become five instead of the four. My father was happy their was another boy in the household. I was soon to find out that this would be my last sibling. Also i found out that i would eventually help raise this baby. -
Parent's Divorced
My parents got divorced on this day. After years and years of fighting, my parents decided that they were better off seperate due to infidenities. This divorce upsetted me and my siblings, and for years afterwards we thought it was our fault. -
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School Years
This is the school years, where i was bullied. In this school time span, i was picked on, hit, spit on, my hair was pulled, i had "kick me" signs plastered onto my back, fake friends, etc. In this time span, when i needed my parents the most, they weren't there for me because they were too busy with their lives. In this timespan, i started self- multilating, drinking alcohol, smoking, and doing drugs. When i first started doing any of this, i was only ten years old. -
8th grade.
In the 8th grade was when i first self- multilated. I found this to be relaxing, and it took all of the pain away even if it was for a short period of time. I was dealing with a lot when i were to multilate. In this year, i lost the love of my life (or puppy love, whichever), was raped by my best friend, my parents were fighting again, and i was being bullied at school and thought no one would listen. I tried telling my mother about all of this but she told me i was "simply making up stories" -
Aunt died.
On this day, my aunt who helped raise me and my siblings died due to a heart attack. This impacted me and my siblings alot because we were so close to her, and we felt that we could have saved her life if we decided to stay with her. To this day we still wish that she was here, and we still talk to her even as if she was. -
Moved from Shelter, back into fathers.
I'm not quite sure on the exact date, but in this month, i got kicked out of the domestic violence shelter, and instead of moving in with my mother and her current boyfriend (an abuser), i decided to move back in with my father; hoping things would be better the second time around. -
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Living with Father.
In this time span where my siblings were living with my mother and her abusive boyfriend (he abused her, not them & she stayed) I was living with my father. My father is a alcoholic, and when he was drunk or when he didn't have money for his beer, he turned sour. My father loved me and still does, but things happened when i was living with him that i will never ever forget. The physical marks went away, but the emotional will never be forgotten. -
Graduation
This is the day that i graduated High School. My parents were so proud of me because i was the first person in our family to ever graduate high school. This was one of the days that they actually got along. -
First Child Born
My first child, a girl, named Nevaeh was born at 6:12pm due to cesarean section. She was and always will be my bundle of joy. -
College Bound
This was my very first day of college. Not only did i want to make my parents proud of me, but i also wanted to make a good example for my daughter. I wanted to prove to her that no matter what happens anything can be accomplished. -
Gall Bladder Surgery
I'm not for certain, but during this week i do believe that i will have my gall bladder removed, if it is not already removed. I found out that i have huge gall stones in my gall bladder and they are trying to get into the ducts of my pancreas. -
Nevaehs first day of headstart
My daughter will begin her schooling on this day. She will attend head start and socialize with other children her own age, and she will get to make arts and crafts, and just be a normal child. When she is doing this, i will be trying to find work, or in school myself. -
Daughters first day of school
I am hoping that this will be my daughters first day of kindergarden, and if its not, than i wish that this will be my daughters first year in head start. My daughter is a brillant young child, and i wish that she would let her brain work wonders. -
Antispitated day of Nursing.
This is the day that i hope to start nursing school. I want to become a medical examiner and wish to hopefully be in the nursing program either at Schoolcraft or at the University of Michigan. -
2nd child.
I will hope to either in this year or the year following hope to have my second child. In the meantime up until these years i will hopefully have worked all of the quinks between me and my baby daddy, or will have hopefully found a new guy. -
First Job as a Medical Examiner.
At this point in time i will wish to have had my job as a medical examiner at least started. If not started than i will like to be on my last year at the medical school of which i'm going to attend. -
First grandchild.
I know that this is probably a bad idea saying this, but probably by this time my daughter will have had her first child. I'm only saying this because young parents run in my family. -
First house owned.
By this time i wish to own my own house, and not have to worry about mortage payments. Hopefully by this time i will also have owned a car, so i will not have any more car payments either. -
Death bed.
In this year i will be approximately 75 years old, and in this year i will have hoped to be dead, if not dead than on my death bed. I wouild like to either die in a car crash, or in my sleep.
