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I Was Born
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I Learned to Walk
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Started School
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Went to my First Fair
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Learned to Ride a Bike
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Hardship
Mom was diagnosed with cancer, and at that time i wasnt really sure how to respond. I was very sure that it wouldnt last long, and my mom would be able to beat it, like all those people with their cancer success stories. But little me didnt know how much this would effect me later on, because it didnt go as i had thought it would have. -
Got my own dog
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Started Middle School
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Denying my True Self
I denied my true self by hanging out with the wrong people. All i wanted to do really was to fit in. I was having a hard enough time with my mom having cancer, that i struggled in school and i built walls up around me shielding myself from help, because all i wanted to do was to fit in, be in the 'popular' crowd. Because i didnt want to look like the loner who sat by herself all the time avoiding socialization. -
Moved to a Trailer
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Hardship
One of my biggest hardships was when my mom passed away. She battled cancer for roughly three years, and started to have significant health issues before then. -
Went to a Grieving Camp
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Searching For True Self
This was when i started to get an interest in horses, and riding them seemed to be a kind of therapy for me. i loved animals in general, but when I went to a horse camp over the summer, i enjoyed working with the horses and learning how to ride them. I took a few lessons afterwards, but that was about it. Although in my spare time I loved learning about them, but realization hit that id never get a horse and there was no point. So i never touched the subject again. -
Searching For True Self
In 7th grade i surrounded myself with a small group of friends that i still have today. They helped me find my true self and be more open. i myself also found interest in new hobbies, like art, reading, and writing. I still indeed love all of them to this day and i enjoy the time i get to do these things. I also found my love for bands and anime, and so did my friends. This was probably my best year. -
Hardship
My dad got his first girlfriend after my mom had passed away. It was a big shock to me, I was not excited about this at all. I did learn to like her though, and she soon became some sort of mother figure to me after a while, even if i was still having a hard time to open up to her. I was always shy around her, and i couldnt really help that as i am a naturally shy person. But the more i connected with her, the more i felt she was family. -
First Christmas Without Mom
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Searching For True Self
It just so happened that i stumbled upon a group of people over the internet, who had the same interests and likings as did I. All four of us quickly became friends, but there was one i felt most attached to. Brooke. Although several months later the group strayed apart, she was the one who helped me open up even more and I find a lot of happiness talking to her. We are still friends, skype weekly and text daily. She has helped me through so much, and we plan on meeting one day. -
Started Last Year of Middle School
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Hardship
My dad broke up with his girlfriend. He stated that she was a more independent person, never listen to his suggestions, and offended him multiple times and that they broke up a few times without letting me know. I did understand, but i didnt get to say goodbye, i never get to say goodbye. This hit me hard, because i had again lost another motherly figure to me. It hurt me, and i still hurt from it and i always will. its hard to open up to people when they will eventually leave you. -
Sister Got Married
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Started Building For New House