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my birth
I was born in the city of Ibague in the department of Tolima, in 2001 -
separation the my parents
my parents separated when I was 2 years old -
city change
In the separation of my parents I went to live in the city of Calarca
where I was living for almost nine years -
my first pet
my mother and I woke up in the early hours of the morning by the call of a dog that was being abandoned outside our house
let her in because it was raining, and we didn't want her to get sick
The next day my mother wanted to give her away and I managed to give her away when I was studying, when we returned we were arguing until she told me where she was and that I could go for her, we had made the deal that if I improved in the studies I could keep it that caused me that a great happiness -
my second pet
my mother had given it to me, to be able to convince me to give away my first pet that we named nanny
my mother was trying to give us a gift for nanny because she had grown so much, I didn't get incarnated with nanny a lot, and she was fulfilling the deal with my mom in improving my studies and it also made me responsible for my dog to take her out, play with she bathe her and spit her out -
my second bitch almost hangs herself
My second dog was baptized as a princess for trying to move from the patio to my mother's feet, she almost hanged herself with a stick that was tied so that she stayed in the yard -
I became fond of my pets
I became fond of princess until not only was her name princess but also the place of the house
nanny was the queen and princess was the spoiled
princess started sleeping in the same bed with me -
I almost lost seventh grade
I got the news that we were leaving Ibagué again, I did not want to accept and threatened my mother that if they gave away my pets I lost the year, I had become very fond of them
I didn't want to leave them -
kept one of my pets
they let me keep the smallest among those that were my pets I keep princess -
farewell to my friends
I had to say goodbye to my classmates with whom I had made some ties of friendship I came to appreciate -
I returned to Calarca
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I got friends
in calarca I got my first friends outside of school
they went with the first ones that went out to parties, with following numbers of girls with the first ones I played
they were the first and last friends that I invited to a party or rather that I had a party -
I argued with my mom
I argued with my mother because she threw things at me, food, housing and study
It was the first time I stopped studying -
I went back to study
I went back to study -
I left studying for the last time in that year
The last time I fought with my mother I decided to stop living with her and to study, maybe try later
This decision has been the most difficult of my life, I regret every day of running away and not having worked harder to improve my relationship with my mother what I miss most of living with her my pet princess -
I signed up again to study
I started a new school year with the best enthusiasm until I realized that my pet was missing my friends until I fought with my mother, I focused that the feeling I had of love for her is the cause of my problems I decided to forget them and insentivate i hate her -
try to forget feelings for her
the more I tried to forget the feelings for my mother I could not and did not know why after I had treated myself so badly cried so that I left and then crying so that I did not leave but without telling me anything -
I'm trying to forgive myself
I understood how she had her mistakes I had mine I shouldn't have been such a bad son, the thought came to me that I should try harder for things and not leave things halfway -
I'm going to go
I signed up for the national army I think about leaving to learn what is the value of working hard that is not to bring anyone who wants to serve you or friends or family this October 25 I have the medical exams I hope to pass -
I'm going
this December I will go to pay for my military service in the army I feel full -
meet the first goal of my life project
get the maturity that I need to be able to fulfill my dreams and goals throughout my life and not only stay in a simole job,
At the end of the military service, I plan to return to study in a higher education
