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I was conceived in the middle of 2004 in the provide of ontario Canada. But i wasn't alone i had a brother which i call Ed.
I don't no much about Ed but i do no that he didn't make it
as would kill him by out growing him and taking his energy.
but even though i kill him it feel like he never left.
On April 26, 2005 at 6:00 Am i exit the womb quietly and quickly. -
I would spend my first years moving around in canada until i stop in milton from which i would spend my last years in canada.
This is were i would grow my "roll with the punches" type belief
That would help defined me. -
In late 2014 i would leave my home country for the U.S. which would tear me away from my friends and bring to light how different i was from others. and i would make new friend but they would just be torn away from me again after i had to go to another school. -
I would come to realize that i was different not in a nice qurck way but a negative learning way. i was years behind people of my level in terms of math, english , and even reading which at the time you could consider me iluture it. and with my struggle to learn basic things, it was going to be an up hill battle for me to learn and catch up with everyone. -
After years of try and pushing forward i was starting to catch up with everyone. And though i did miss some thing and didn't understand others i was making fast progress with my learning. -
in freshman year i had done it i push through and was more than equal to the people around me i exhaled in my work. I was pulling grades way above what i had before. But this success would be short lived. -
I reminder the day perfectly. I was going about my day like normal but people were wearing gas masks which mostly unfazed me.
I was even in a joking mood.
At the end of the day in my last period class my science teacher came in to say that we might be going on a 2 week break to slow the spend of that thing. She said it was unlikely that we go on this break but just to bring book and stuff in case. i remember going out of the school in a horde people celebrating, i wish i said good bye. -
It was hard during the break but i worked hard to keep by grades up but i couldn't, the work and how it was taught was to hard. with this new buried and the stress I would be unable to stand it and would break down. -
I would end up moving to a new home in brewster and start improving my self, And though i was still screwed up by my break down. -
I don't know how to end this, i could tell you how i have improved myself. Or how I gone above and beyond in school. But it don't feel right if. So I well leave you with this I didn't do all this work because I wanted to i did it because i needed to.