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My development in my moms womb before I was born.
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At this stage the Sperm and Egg are fertilized. Thus being the catalyst of forming the cell that would then form me.
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early stage of my fetal growth.
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At this time its when I start to develop from a cell to a human organism, and will continue growing until Im born.
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Im finally out now into the world. Which is weird for me because my sense have not developed preoperly so my eye sight is not really clear at all. All that I can do properly is hear from my surrondings. The doctor gives me to my mom and I imprint with the face with the voice Ive been hearing for 9 month(Konard Lorenz)
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Kholbergs Moral ladder: Post Conventional Level
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As a newborn baby In my oral stage I start sucking my thumb constantly. Im born with the sucking reflex because it helps me when I eat food. Although some philosophers believed that babies were born with blank states, Im born with several like: Rooting reflex, Sucking reflex, Grasping reflex, Maro Reflex, and the Babinski reflex.
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We move to New York after a month of me being born in Bahrain. In the airplane I cry alot beause im in an uncomfortable situation. I hear many voices in the airplane that are diffrent than my mothers voice which freaks me out. I form a Secure attachment with my mom she is one of the few people allowed to touch me. If new people take me I cry because of Strange anxiety.
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Trust Vs Mistrust: I Trust my big brother to take care of me, one of the few other people I allow to take me without crying, I have no Stanger anxiety towards him, because he takes care of me when I cry and changes my diaper,
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At this time I mostly expericen the world through my sense, because the neurons in my brain have not developed completly, and is currently going through Maturation. I only see objects and faces when their in my eye sight. When they leave my vision I believe that the object or face has disappeared.
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Right now Im Teething painfully, this new growth is causing fevers. With my new teeth Instead of sucking, I start biting things that come into my mouth.
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I finally start walking after a while of just standing and figuring out how to move properly.Right now because the neurons in my brain are mylelinated. So with more neural activity in my motor cortex it possible for me to start walking.
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In this stage. Im now able to lable things that surrond me. I am now able to speak. I am now able to describe the world in words. yet also in this stage I am very Egocentric, only seeing the workd in my point of view not caring about others. Its very hard for me at this stage to see someone else's persperctive. -
I have more connected neurons in my brain at 15 months opposed to when I was 6 months. with this new development I am able to do more things. My visions is strengthening as im growing.
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Okay,at this stage my parent are introducing a new system to me in which I dont use pampers any more. At this stage Im trying to be independent. Im trying to get control over my own body, with that too I'll be able to control my temper tantrums.
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I stop wearing pampers at an early age learing to control my pee,with the system of dancing till until I reach the bathroom.
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This is when I unconciously am competing with my mom for my dads affection, Freud calls this the Electra Complex. During this Im realising my gender and I'm trying to learn the appropriate way I should as a girl.
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When I was in first grade my reading level wasnt at level as my other class mates which made me uncomfortable when we would read in class. Yet towards the end of the year my reading caught up to my class mates and the teacher gave me a certificate that made feel proud of my accomplishment.
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I finally move to, which becomes my last stop, its a change because before that we never stayed anywere for more than 2 years. I had to start all over again and make new friends.
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I able to think logically now about complex relationships. I am now able to recongnize that objects remain the same even if the shape changes. -
I learnn to multipaction, harder math that the ones I did in kindergarted and first grade.
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I get diagnosed with Pnemounia in 4th grade. Thank god I got diagnosed early, but I remember how scared my mom was. for the whole night before I was admitted I remember her looking at through the encyclopedia trying to learn everything she could about it. This basically showed me how one should how one should learn as much as they can about a situation, not be ignorant and assume the worst.
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Industry vs Inferiority. I wrote the first peom that actually made me continue writting poetry. We had to write poems in 4th grade choose a topic on the board, I choose the topic of death and wrote a poem that when she read she was suprised, She said I wrote a high school level poem. It honestly made me feel better than everyone else that second. Poetry is the one thing I know Im good at.
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Middle school is diffrent then elementary. You have to be more independent. Im an Adolescence which is the transitional period form childhood to adulthood. So Im between childhood and adulthood.
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I forcebilly stopped sucking my thumb after my mom took me to dentist , to put something in my mouth to block my thumb from entering. This is when I get out of the Oral stage.
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This is the period of my sexual maturation, in this time I able to reproduce. My secondary sex charecteristic appear during this time too, these charteristic are not part of the reproductive system.
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This is the stage, where ican reason abstractly, and form thoughts in my mind without the necessity of seeing it. I can also come up with hypotheses with no trouble in my mind. I can come evaluate my though process and analyze it.
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So I start my menstural cycle. which was kind off a suprise I knew what is was called and that it was coming but I never knew the process as to how that would happen. Well anyways Puberty has now begun.
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This is when I first realize that sexual pleasure come from the genital. Freud say I stay in this stage, and become fixated with it for the rest of my life.
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I joined band in sixth grade because I always was fascinated with music. At this point in time I wanted to learn new things but was scared to do them alone.
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I feel inlove with reading,and from then on I turned into an obssesive book hoarder.
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Mrs,Storey is the first person that I cared for who died. I remember when Aisha and Shirin came back from visting her in the hospital they came with recording and she was scolding to continue playing our music that she was coming back. I really did believe that she would comeback after winter break and everything would go back to normal. I was shocked when she didnt, this really affrected me for year after I couldnt utter death at all. Her impact on my life for they year she was here was tremend
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I met roa, in eight grade and she really helped me open up more. I always admired how she was comfortable infront of everybody. Having her around me all time brought me out of my shell little by little. I started yo become much more comfortable with how i was.
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Identity vs role Confusion.
At the beginning of the year I was lost I was surronded by people who didnt truly make me comfortable. Then BAM second semester I find people who were always their I just didnt allow myself to get close to them, When I did I met the most wholesome indviduals who knew what their path was, and helped me find mines, I finally know the meaning of freindship at this point. -
Self Concept, Still remembering what my teacher told me in elementary, I finally decided that I needed to do something big for myself and I prefromed one of my poems at the Bohemien night and it was one of the most exhilerating experiences ever, I cried right afterwards, because I did something I thought I would never do. I was proud of myself.
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I went to the leadership summit in the states it was an amazing experience. All the people that came were openminded indviduals , who were genuinely nice. I was groupped in team E and at first I was quiet as usual. yet I opened up was talking and bond with people from diffrent people in the short time-span fo 5 days. I even got closer to the people I traveled with.
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I preformed in the Aladdin showcase, because I always loved musicals and wanted to be part of the first school play our school has done in a awhile. it was a great experience that made me meet new people. its aided in me opening up more
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I found who I am,what I am, and who I want to be at this stage in life. Who I am is Omou Barry, a Puzzle that has diffrent pieces that contribute to whole. What I am, is Lost not knowing if im doing the right thing, if im going the right path, if i am truly happy.Only guessing at all the negative that can occur in my future.Who I want to be, is to be great, diffrent, bold and comfortable with Who I am infront of others.
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Finally graduate from college after 4 long years
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Kholbergs Moral ladder: Post conventional
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This is the right time in life for certain things to happen, During this time I have gotten married, pregnant, and have bought an house for my family.
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Got my first job ever, working in a bookstore! :D
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Start my Freshmen year College which is exciting and foreign
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After using my learner permit for about half a year, I finally get my liscense.
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After applying for an internship to work at Harperteen I get accepted and start my internship.
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I get my bachelors degree.
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After graduating I go work for Harper collins
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Durning sophmore year I met this guy, and we started dating we'ed been in a relationship for a couple of years. He proposed to me in his preformace of his poem "Beyond the Past". So now were getting married!
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My older brothers niece is born, so excited to be an aunt.
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I get promoted and become assistant editor.
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My husband takes me out to watch the Lion king play. One of the most memorable events in my life
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I find out Im going to have a baby
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My first child is born a boy
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My baby boys birthday,
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Looking back and wondering if I did choosed the correct path, if everything I did do was right. My husband and I buy a bigger house so the kids have more space to grow and be kids.
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Kholbergs Moral Ladder: Post Conventional
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My grandchild is born, making me feel more old. Yet Im happy that I get to spoil the little child.
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at this time im almost 50, and it has come to the time of where my mensturation cycle is declining because of my old age.
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My parent pass away saddly of old age it there time to go, This saddens me but I know that they cant live for evey, they had to go at some point. I I know their happy they saw their grandchildren.
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I retire from my job, and look back at all the things that I have accomplished in life. Although it was a long journed I would take the same one again. The up and down taught me lessons that I could grow from. The life I lived was good for me.
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Im diagnosed with Alzheimers which means that my memory is no longer strong. I tend now to start forgetting chunks of my memory,
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Heart Attack, while driving to my daughters house,
