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We First Met
Medford, Massachusettes at SPRINSTEP, I met first met you wearing your black dress with your blonde shorter hair. SPARKS so many sparks; how could i ever forget? WE had such AMAZING CHEMISTRY from the beginning. We talked about everything, the seniors, skydiving, dancing. I wanted you so much. I asked for you number and email, i just knew we had to keep in touch :) -
My first email to you
Funny thing is that I actually sent it to the wrong person haha. I couldn't read your handwriting, when you first gave me your number and email. I sent it to someone that had the email Dancerangel7373....why do you 1's always look like 7's -
The day I actually sent an email to you lol
I kept sending emails using different variants of your email dancerangel1313...I thought it dancerangel1373,7373, even L3L3 lol...after sending a chaing of incorrect emails, I finally got you. I'm so glad I was so persisitent. -
The day you responded to ME :)
I was so excited to hear from you I could never forget the day at work being so excited to hear from you :)...I still smile to this day when I think about it....haha the worst part was that I couldn't call you cus your telephone number was out of service? so I had to ask for your number again. -
You invited me to dance with you
I was so surpirisde that you so quick to invite me to dance wiht you so soon...I knew we had a great connection but i didn't know you would be so considerate so soon :)...Unfortunately I couldn't make it but I would ahvel loved to sepend my time in boston weather with you ;) -
I sent you my first pictures of my wekkend adventures
The first pic I sent was when I was swimming with the sharks in NJ...I still remmeebr the anticpationand fear of being put in a shark tank :)....Though after sending you pics, I was dipappointed that all you could say back was 'nice pics' lol. But kept sending you more of the stuff i was doing, we did that for almost a year just exchanging experiences. -
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I Emailed You My Adventures Every Week
For more than 6 months, I sent you pics of the things I was doing during the weekend as part of my 'try something different everyday' experiment. I sent you pics of me horsbackriding, swimming with sharks, lasertag, paintball, marathons, helicopeter tours, counteless conventions (including a tattoo convention), my trips to DC and attending food tours all over philadelphia, It was amazing that I was able to share those memeories with someone. -
The first time you invited me to boston
When you told me you to come over that weekend that you would be special...I mean you were so trusting, honesty, and open to meeting other people...I didn't know you were moving to stoneham MA and still in the process of dicoring you ex-husband -
I sent you my first pic about my volunteer weekends
That weekdn I also sent you one of my wld weekedns with Paintball and how I treated the children at old pine to a paintball game :) -
I wanted to give up but I DIDN'T
you sent me an email saying you coudn't come to Philly but you didn't tell me why...Even though I wanted you to come, I could tell you were having some outside problems and luckily i was mature enough understand that something was happening outside of me...I'm so lucky i didn't decide to cut off out bond -
I kept sending you pictures of my weekends
I wanted to keep sharing things about myself to you. Even to this day, I really couldn't explain to you why I felt like I could show and tell you everything, but i did. I sent you pics of me in a marathon, shark diving, helicopeter tours, attending art galleries, my weekends with the seniors. I knew you were busy, but i also knew that the sparks and chemistry we felt wasn't fake. I just trusted my gut and keep sharing more about me. -
I Turned 26!!!
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I was so so upset
after telling it was my birtdhay and telling you about my weekend in the anmal shelter, all you say was happy 'hump day'. I only felt disappointment and frustartion i started to think our chemistry was short lasted and that you felt nothing ;(..it wasn't until later i realized you were having a court date with your ex husband, I'll admit I was really really relieved...After that I made a promise to neevr mention to you or use it against you -
You were my first friend on FB
I refused to have a facebook account since my old college days. So we emailed eached other like crazy, but one day I decided to get a FB accoutn so that we could message either easier. IT WAS ONE OF MY BEST DECISIONS. -
WE SHARED OUR FIRST KISS
IT WAS AT BLUESHSOUT 2011, Inside Arlington Hall, we shared our first kiss. You were so shy and i still rmemeber how your lips felt mmmmm...Then we came back to the car and just kept kissing all night. Time was moving still but also flying, i didn't leave you until 4 in the morning. -
I SENT YOU MY FIRST LETTER w/ ORIGAMI
The first card i sent you I made an origami crane, and then later i sent you a swam. I was so flattered when you said, you 'KEEP ME IN YOUR PURSE'...it really meant a lot and i hope you still have the things i sent you in a special place. -
SPACES BETWEEN OUR FINGERS
When you feel alone, just look at the spaces between your fingers and remember that in those spaces you can see my fingers locked with yours; just remember to squeeze them back :) -
I sent you pictures of me when I was a child to you
I emailed you several pics of me when I was a child. I wanted you to see me growing up and share important moments in my life. -
OUR LOVE POEM ABOUT OUR FIRST KISS
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I gave you a journal for the hard times
I gave it to you for your birthday :) I hope you still have it and keep it close to your heart -
I wanted to be the first person to WISH YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY
I called your cell to wish you a happy birthday a day early so that I would have the honor of wishing you a happy birthday. Then I sent made someart using your name and all the things I think about with you. -
I SENT YOU OUR FIRST SONG
The first song I sent to you was NE-YO'S 'BECAUSE OF YOU'. I should have known you were gonna be a special part of my life. :) -
You told me were sad so I sent you a card
you emailed me that you were feeling sad. I felt so powerless and I just wanted to fill you with my warm and light. The next day i thought about you and sent a card with some origami (the flapping bird) so that you would feel better....Always smile Tammy -
I sent you a positivity bubble with your name
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We saw our first movie together 'THE SECRET'
you kept talking about the POWER OF INTENTION. You ahd so much energy that Iater saw the movie after talking with you on the phone. It was AMAZING and POWERFUL -
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OUR LOVE DRYSPELL
We just seemed to have a hard time making any time for each other; you just started a new job and we couldn't get any plans. I wanted to see you but nothitng seemed to work. We barely texted or talked to each other. IT WAS THE LONGEST THREE MONTHS OF MY LIFE BUT I HAD FAITH. WE ENDURED and the distance made our hearts SO MUCH FONDER. -
We made plans to go to DC together
After a two month dry spell where we didn't talk to each other much or seem to be texting as much; you broke our dry spell with plans to spend a weekend together-- it didn't work out but it DID make us start talking and texting more. -
I made a Collage about each other
I remmeber trying to surprise you about this gift but apprently it sent you this card via email; so when i was about to send it, you already told me you got it lol...Great memories, LET SHIINE TOGETHER TAMMY, FOREVER -
WE MISSED EACH OTHER AGAIN
I made plans to go the Boston Tea Party dance so that i could see you aagain but you told me that you wouldn't b available because you had to go a conference and a wedding that same weekend :(...I was devastated so i cancelled. -
ON THE ROCKS- SCARED THAT YOU FORGOT
with your new job and the prspect of gettin a third one...It seemed I wouldn't fit in your life. All the plans we made earlier seemed to have disappeared and with the stress of my job, it seemed all was lost -
I sent you a unique E-card using buildings from all over earth :)
<a href='http://www.geogreeting.com/view.html?ywsCCsxqUIyEUDkwwIUd#t' >Missing you tammy <3</a>I remember giving you a geo-greeting card to show how i was still thinking about you :) -
OUR LOVE REVIVED- LOVE BLOG
I spent months trying to secretly hide the blog i was making during the time we weren't speaking to each other. I knew you were going through a difficult period and i just wanted you to know and feel that your prescence was always appreciated and for you to feel special again.
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I TURNED 27!!!!
YOU LEFT SUCH A BEAUTIFUL VOICEMAIL (which i have still saved on my phone) wishing me a happy birthday. You were so supposrtive and encouraging, and I'm so grateful to share my life with you. -
OUR FIRST OFFICIAL PHONE DATE
You left a voicemail (which I still have in my phone saying that you wanted to have a phone date with me). We must ave tlaked later that night. I remember, we talked for hours on end. You were in your driveway and i was home for the night. The magic we shared returened and was stronger than ever -
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Our incredible meeting- Our souls made love
The time our souls made love then our bodies. I will NEVER NEVER FORGET THE BEAUTY OF THOSE MOMENTS WE SHARED. -
'HELLO WORLD' BECAME OURS
How could I ever forget the night you shared your song with me. I loved it so much and it was powerful. When I first heard it, it gave me goosebumps. I still listen to it on our CD at night. -
THE DAY I SAID 'I LOVE YOU'
and you said you loved me back...The greatest moment in my life. Its funny that it took me nearly a year and a half to say it, but now that I have said it to you tammy. I have to resist the urge to say to you with every breath 'I love you'. I just want to smother you with warm love and to share every moment within your prescence. I know you feel the same; just thinking about it makes me smile. Though I kinda wish you would say 'you love me' out of the blue, it feels great. Its a guy thing :) -
BIRTHDAY WISH FROM PHILADELPHIA TO NEW MEXICO
I called you 2am to wish you a happy birthday. The reason why i called later was that I knew that new mexico has a two hour time zone difference. So to be sure that I'd wish you a birthday the minte it happened I wanted to call when it was midnight in your time zone. -
WE EXCHANGED CD'S OF ALL THE MUSIC WE SHARED
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I got your CD and your cards
I love love LOVE the card and CD you sent me. You're full of so much light and soul. Everyone of your cards had so much meaning and impact. Knowing has bought so much happiness and light into my life. -
I made one of your pics into a photoshop art
I was so flattered when you used the art i made into your facebook pic. To this day, I will always cherish you. -
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OUR SPECIAL VISIT WITH JUST THE TWO OF US
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WE WERE TESTED- Our rough patch
The only painful and worrisome time of our relationship. We were inseparable when we saw each other but the distance made things hard. We had our first fight and our first worries about things, it was the first time since I knew you that I was hurt by you and that I hurt you. BUT WE SURVIVED, and know that no matter how much things MAY SEEM, TAMMY SMITH I WILL LOVE TILL THE DAY I DIE. -
I sent you Roses to your job so that you would smile
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I CREATED A LOVE FACEBOOK PAGE
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YOU GAVE ME THE MOST WONDERFUL CHRISTMAS PRESENT
I loved it so much and it made my day volunteering at the soup kitchen so much better :) Tammy, you're my one, my only love -
HAPPY NEW YEARS HONEY!!!!
WE MADE IT ANOTHER YEAR TOGETHER AND MAKING IT WORK!!!
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and then it was Over...
I got your call; you met someone else--- there's nothing else to be said
