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Medford, Massachusettes at SPRINSTEP, I met first met you wearing your black dress with your blonde shorter hair. SPARKS so many sparks; how could i ever forget? WE had such AMAZING CHEMISTRY from the beginning. We talked about everything, the seniors, skydiving, dancing. I wanted you so much. I asked for you number and email, i just knew we had to keep in touch :)
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Funny thing is that I actually sent it to the wrong person haha. I couldn't read your handwriting, when you first gave me your number and email. I sent it to someone that had the email Dancerangel7373....why do you 1's always look like 7's
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I kept sending emails using different variants of your email dancerangel1313...I thought it dancerangel1373,7373, even L3L3 lol...after sending a chaing of incorrect emails, I finally got you. I'm so glad I was so persisitent.
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I was so excited to hear from you I could never forget the day at work being so excited to hear from you :)...I still smile to this day when I think about it....haha the worst part was that I couldn't call you cus your telephone number was out of service? so I had to ask for your number again.
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I was so surpirisde that you so quick to invite me to dance wiht you so soon...I knew we had a great connection but i didn't know you would be so considerate so soon :)...Unfortunately I couldn't make it but I would ahvel loved to sepend my time in boston weather with you ;)
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The first pic I sent was when I was swimming with the sharks in NJ...I still remmeebr the anticpationand fear of being put in a shark tank :)....Though after sending you pics, I was dipappointed that all you could say back was 'nice pics' lol. But kept sending you more of the stuff i was doing, we did that for almost a year just exchanging experiences.
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For more than 6 months, I sent you pics of the things I was doing during the weekend as part of my 'try something different everyday' experiment. I sent you pics of me horsbackriding, swimming with sharks, lasertag, paintball, marathons, helicopeter tours, counteless conventions (including a tattoo convention), my trips to DC and attending food tours all over philadelphia, It was amazing that I was able to share those memeories with someone.
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When you told me you to come over that weekend that you would be special...I mean you were so trusting, honesty, and open to meeting other people...I didn't know you were moving to stoneham MA and still in the process of dicoring you ex-husband
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That weekdn I also sent you one of my wld weekedns with Paintball and how I treated the children at old pine to a paintball game :)
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you sent me an email saying you coudn't come to Philly but you didn't tell me why...Even though I wanted you to come, I could tell you were having some outside problems and luckily i was mature enough understand that something was happening outside of me...I'm so lucky i didn't decide to cut off out bond
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I wanted to keep sharing things about myself to you. Even to this day, I really couldn't explain to you why I felt like I could show and tell you everything, but i did. I sent you pics of me in a marathon, shark diving, helicopeter tours, attending art galleries, my weekends with the seniors. I knew you were busy, but i also knew that the sparks and chemistry we felt wasn't fake. I just trusted my gut and keep sharing more about me.
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after telling it was my birtdhay and telling you about my weekend in the anmal shelter, all you say was happy 'hump day'. I only felt disappointment and frustartion i started to think our chemistry was short lasted and that you felt nothing ;(..it wasn't until later i realized you were having a court date with your ex husband, I'll admit I was really really relieved...After that I made a promise to neevr mention to you or use it against you
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I refused to have a facebook account since my old college days. So we emailed eached other like crazy, but one day I decided to get a FB accoutn so that we could message either easier. IT WAS ONE OF MY BEST DECISIONS.
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IT WAS AT BLUESHSOUT 2011, Inside Arlington Hall, we shared our first kiss. You were so shy and i still rmemeber how your lips felt mmmmm...Then we came back to the car and just kept kissing all night. Time was moving still but also flying, i didn't leave you until 4 in the morning.
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The first card i sent you I made an origami crane, and then later i sent you a swam. I was so flattered when you said, you 'KEEP ME IN YOUR PURSE'...it really meant a lot and i hope you still have the things i sent you in a special place.
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When you feel alone, just look at the spaces between your fingers and remember that in those spaces you can see my fingers locked with yours; just remember to squeeze them back :)
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I emailed you several pics of me when I was a child. I wanted you to see me growing up and share important moments in my life.
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I gave it to you for your birthday :) I hope you still have it and keep it close to your heart
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I called your cell to wish you a happy birthday a day early so that I would have the honor of wishing you a happy birthday. Then I sent made someart using your name and all the things I think about with you.
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The first song I sent to you was NE-YO'S 'BECAUSE OF YOU'. I should have known you were gonna be a special part of my life. :)
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you emailed me that you were feeling sad. I felt so powerless and I just wanted to fill you with my warm and light. The next day i thought about you and sent a card with some origami (the flapping bird) so that you would feel better....Always smile Tammy
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The first of many....
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you kept talking about the POWER OF INTENTION. You ahd so much energy that Iater saw the movie after talking with you on the phone. It was AMAZING and POWERFUL
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We just seemed to have a hard time making any time for each other; you just started a new job and we couldn't get any plans. I wanted to see you but nothitng seemed to work. We barely texted or talked to each other. IT WAS THE LONGEST THREE MONTHS OF MY LIFE BUT I HAD FAITH. WE ENDURED and the distance made our hearts SO MUCH FONDER.
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After a two month dry spell where we didn't talk to each other much or seem to be texting as much; you broke our dry spell with plans to spend a weekend together-- it didn't work out but it DID make us start talking and texting more.
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I remmeber trying to surprise you about this gift but apprently it sent you this card via email; so when i was about to send it, you already told me you got it lol...Great memories, LET SHIINE TOGETHER TAMMY, FOREVER
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I made plans to go the Boston Tea Party dance so that i could see you aagain but you told me that you wouldn't b available because you had to go a conference and a wedding that same weekend :(...I was devastated so i cancelled.
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with your new job and the prspect of gettin a third one...It seemed I wouldn't fit in your life. All the plans we made earlier seemed to have disappeared and with the stress of my job, it seemed all was lost
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<a href='http://www.geogreeting.com/view.html?ywsCCsxqUIyEUDkwwIUd#t' >Missing you tammy <3</a>I remember giving you a geo-greeting card to show how i was still thinking about you :)
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I spent months trying to secretly hide the blog i was making during the time we weren't speaking to each other. I knew you were going through a difficult period and i just wanted you to know and feel that your prescence was always appreciated and for you to feel special again.
TOtammyFromPhiladelphia -
YOU LEFT SUCH A BEAUTIFUL VOICEMAIL (which i have still saved on my phone) wishing me a happy birthday. You were so supposrtive and encouraging, and I'm so grateful to share my life with you.
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You left a voicemail (which I still have in my phone saying that you wanted to have a phone date with me). We must ave tlaked later that night. I remember, we talked for hours on end. You were in your driveway and i was home for the night. The magic we shared returened and was stronger than ever
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The time our souls made love then our bodies. I will NEVER NEVER FORGET THE BEAUTY OF THOSE MOMENTS WE SHARED.
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How could I ever forget the night you shared your song with me. I loved it so much and it was powerful. When I first heard it, it gave me goosebumps. I still listen to it on our CD at night.
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and you said you loved me back...The greatest moment in my life. Its funny that it took me nearly a year and a half to say it, but now that I have said it to you tammy. I have to resist the urge to say to you with every breath 'I love you'. I just want to smother you with warm love and to share every moment within your prescence. I know you feel the same; just thinking about it makes me smile. Though I kinda wish you would say 'you love me' out of the blue, it feels great. Its a guy thing :)
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I called you 2am to wish you a happy birthday. The reason why i called later was that I knew that new mexico has a two hour time zone difference. So to be sure that I'd wish you a birthday the minte it happened I wanted to call when it was midnight in your time zone.
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I love love LOVE the card and CD you sent me. You're full of so much light and soul. Everyone of your cards had so much meaning and impact. Knowing has bought so much happiness and light into my life.
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I was so flattered when you used the art i made into your facebook pic. To this day, I will always cherish you.
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The only painful and worrisome time of our relationship. We were inseparable when we saw each other but the distance made things hard. We had our first fight and our first worries about things, it was the first time since I knew you that I was hurt by you and that I hurt you. BUT WE SURVIVED, and know that no matter how much things MAY SEEM, TAMMY SMITH I WILL LOVE TILL THE DAY I DIE.
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I loved it so much and it made my day volunteering at the soup kitchen so much better :) Tammy, you're my one, my only love
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WE MADE IT ANOTHER YEAR TOGETHER AND MAKING IT WORK!!!
We still talk on the phone for hours -
I got your call; you met someone else--- there's nothing else to be said
