Fears

Born

Jul 9, 1999

Ever since I was very small I've been scared of loud bangs, specifically fireworks for a strange reason. It's something that still affects me today. (I'll be using Halloween as a set point because this website doesn't let me just use a year.)

Winchester Mystery House

Oct 31, 2004

If you like ghost stories and things paranormal like my family you know about the Winchester mystery house, my mother loves paranormal things like that and at the time we lived close by to it! So she took me, and I was petrified. I screamed and cried the whole time even though I was too young to really understand that it is haunted. Even now seeing pictures of the house gives me a sickly feeling.

Halloween

Oct 31, 2005

Around the time my parents started taking me into Halloween Store's to pick costumes and going trick or treating, I was absolutely terrified. I hated masks, I hated anything that could be 'scary.' This is specifically really strange, since Halloween is now one of my favorite holidays and I'm known as the Halloween Party host.

Mental Health

Oct 31, 2014

This is around the time I suffered some trauma, and started struggling with my mental health. I had anxiety inducing hallucinations, and for some reason something I saw more than anything else was a faceless monkey like creature, it was terrifying. I don't suffer as badly anymore and don't 'see' this thing anymore, but the thought alone makes me nervous.

Now

Oct 31, 2017

I'm 17 now and about to graduate high school, so of course I have the normal 'leaving the nest' anxieties. I'm very involved in the paranormal so things like people pulling out Ouija Boards at parties can terrify me. I have a hate love relationship with the unknown, I'm dying to understand more about the paranormal but refuse to put myself in the face of possible danger.