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6.1b: My Birth Order
My sibling have been born 5 years after me. She is older. Do I wish to change that birth order? Probably. Sister and I were never close and it is because of huge gap between us age. It is say 1-2 years between is better. -
4.1: My First Memory
I am unsure if it is a dream, imagination, or a real memory of my grandpa when he was the first person with the beard i ever saw and touched when I was a newborn. At least around 9 months ago. I've touched it for hours. And mother, say that I have. -
4.2: Intelligence
Bodily-kinesthetic is the first thing i remember, is to raise my arms to touch the beard when i was around 9 months of age. -
5.1a: Child Attachment
My mother, Christy, remembered that I was as insecure resistant children. She says because I clings to her and would cry if she was out of my sight in the area in the Ainsworth's Strange Situation. And when she comes back, i would threw the baby sucker and upset facial experession at her to show her of how much I dont like it. And then sucks my thumb and huddles to my mother. I was around 15-18 months when I just learned to walk. -
4.3: Language
My first, primary language is ASL, American Sign Language. My family are deaf and I was born hard of hearing. I barely make any sign language until my mother take me to school at pip at 2 years old. And that when I started to learn ASL. -
4.3: Language
While at pip, the second language is English when I also was taught basic words as of color, objects, fruits, in English word. -
6.1a: My Family
I was 2 years old when my parents divorced. It was made by my mother decision that I'd raised by Kevin with my sister. Until when I reached into highschool and late childhood. I made decision to moved in my mother in 2010. -
5.3a: Gender
When I was a toddler, probably 2 of age. I found and noticed myself as a male by taking a notice of my genitals. -
6.3a: Impacted by Death
Grandfather William james faulkner, who has died in September, 2001. When i went to his funeral. I was 6 years old. I didnt understand it at a time. I only saw him sleeping. A year pass by I realized I couldn't ever see him again. I was first denial because I didnt understood, and I was playing around. No one explained. But i learn to acceptance. -
5.2: Identity
When I was a child in second grade I had identify crisis, only because of the religious belief conflicted. Growing up, I knew my sex orientation, as a male that preferred same-sex gender as a love interest. But as a child, I was confronted by religious fanatics saying I can't be me. But now as of 21 years old. I don't have confusing or crisis with my identify. -
5.3b: Sexuality
When i was in kindergarten of age 5. I become curious of what other person's look like other than myself. So I had the chance to explore with another student of opposite sex who were also curious. But I wasn't interested as of romantic attraction, or at all. But until when I reached 2nd grader. A new same-sex student came to 2nd grader and were curious. That is when I have found my sexual orientation and romantic attraction. -
6.2: Learning Disability
It was discovered that I have ADHD with anxiety, that impacts my learning ability to stay focus and learn. I am not yet on medicine. -
3.1: My Health
I have no diseases, but I have such disorders that impact my stress and breakdowns. Those disorders I have is depression and Adhd with anxiety. Those are what impacts my health. With the anxiety, I will often have breakdowns in panic. The breakdowns cause stress, While I do not have chronic stress, as the breakdowns appear randomly impacted mainly by environment. But the stress can causes diseases if become frequently. It appeared when I'm at age of 20 in the fall of second year in gallaudet. -
1.1 The Present
I am a 21 years old an iphone-user student, currently attending at gallaudet university. Studying double majors in Psychology and Theatre Art. In great health, flexibility but love to sleep too much. Introvert but sociable, love to hang out with friends. -
2.1 Fertility
As of future 30-years father with his same-sex partner, trying to have a child by using the surrogate method. The father would be Conner. The mother who forego with our child will not be on drugs. Have no disorder heritage. Only Father, that carriage depression, adhd, and anxiety. The mother and father may both carriage deafness, increase to higher percent to have a deaf child. The birth place will be taken at home at natural birth, or at hospital. -
3.2: Older Adult Health
My Uncle Jason, who turned 45. Is one of brother of my mother who was adopted when she was a child. Jason born last, and youngest. However he was born with Asthma. Had several stomach and lower gastrointestinal ulcers that are fro stress. 3 ruptured spinal cord discs which is at lower back. He have used the substance abuse including cigarette and pain pills. Due to his smoking and pain pills which had destroyed his teeth at his 40. His impact on me to see him struggling. He get better now. -
5.2b: Identity
Gay. -
5.1b: Adult Attachment
I believe I am a sort of Avoidant attachment. While I've always knew I like men as sexual orientation and whatso. I never have a serious relationship and it may because I hesitant. -
6.3b: My Death
My death would be 80 years old and I hope to become something useful, which is becoming a tree. There is a way that after death, after our spirit left our bodies. Our body become useless. Most of us choose to go to beneath ground. Or to become ash by cremated. I'd rather to become tree. In my funeral, I would want every one of them to dance and laugh and wearing colorful clothes rather than black and crying in mourning of me.
