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My 7th Birthday
Today is my 7th Birthday and mommy gave me a journal to write anything I want, I absoluty love it. My name is Ella and I am now 7. -
Daddy's coming home
My mommy asked me to tidy up the house because daddy was coming home from work after 3 months, I am so excited. -
The big meal
My mommy and I decided to make a big meal because daddy just came home. We had all sorts of goodies it was the best dinner I ever had. -
I got lost
I decided to go into the woods by myself and i got lost i was so scared but i found my way back and went to bed. -
The very sad walk
I was walking aroung in the snow when i saw a very friendly deer wandering around. I wanted to get a closer look but then suddenly "BOOM" someone shot a bullet in to the deers neck. I ran home crying. -
The cold
I hate when it gets cold because mommy always gets very sick a it make me feel bad. Although, I like seeing the snow bury everything below, its fun digging in to it and finding different things. -
I made dinner
I felt extra special today so i decided to go out, get some food and cook it for my mommy and daddy. I went out and gathered some fresh berries, some fresh trout and some freshly picked apples. I went home made a fruit salad and a over the fire trout. Mommy and daddy were really proud of me for cooking such a great meal. -
The move
Mommy and daddy decided to move to another house because mommy found a new job, i was really excited except for the fact that i had to leave all my friends and join a new school. -
my new school
I was so scared about joining a new school with people i never seen before. But when i got there everyone was so inviting and i made 5 friends in one day. We all came over to my house to finish school work. -
My 13th Birhtday
I was so excited for my 13th Birthday that the previous night i couldn't sleep. My mommy got me brand new cloths and made my favourite fresh apple pie yummy!!!!! -
HAPPY NEW YEAR
Today is a new year and i feel so good.Yesterday night mommy daddy and i staying up until twelve o'clock to say Happy New Year. It was a special night. -
Christmas Cheer
Today is Christmas Eve, and I am so excited for tomorrow because mommy always makes a delisious dinner. I just love Christmas. -
The Passing of a great man
Dad passed away last night. I actually don't know why, I found him in his bed not breathing and I screamed. Yesterday a great man died and a part of me did to. -
The day I lost all hope
This morning I found mom lying on the ground dead. I was breathless and I couldn't process the sight of my mother like that. The night before she was really sick and was having trouble breathing. All the hope I had left after dad passed away was gone. I had no one but myself now. -
Time passes fast
It has been 1 year since mom passed away and 2 years since dad passed away. I've been lonely and things have been hard without them but i have managed to make it this far. Mom and dad would have been proud of me. Tomorrow is my birthday, and the first one i've spent alone. -
The love of my life
I went for a walk to clear my mind. What i didn't know was i was going to meet the greatest man ever . He was a thin boy with brown hair and brown eyes, his name was Frederic. -
My Engagment
Yesterday, was a very special day for me, I got engagment to Frederic. We've known eachother for a year and he is the best man I've ever known. We will be getting married next year in June. -
My Marriage
Today is my wedding day and I am so nervous. I wish my dad would be here to walk me down the aisle, that would have made my wedding day perfect. Today is the day I grow up! -
My Pregnancy
I was having some discomfort in my stomach and I`ve seeming to be gaining weight at an alarming rate. I decided that I should go see a doctor. After my appointment i found out that I was pregnant. Frederic and I were starting a family. -
The birth of my child
At 8:00am I gave birth tto Marie, my daughter. She was 6 pounds and beautiful. She put me through so much pain but I love her so much. I want to treat her the way my parents treated me, with so much love! -
Marie's first birthday
Today is Marie's first birthday. Frederic and I bought her the cutest little stuffed bear, she loves it! Today she was always smiling, I wish everyday will be like today. -
Sick Times
It's getting colder everyday, and with Marie being only 3 years old it's getting harder for her to prevent getting sick. I am so worried about Marie she's getting weaker everyday and I just can't stand seeing her this way. -
The Sickness Passed
After Marie got incredibly sick i decided to take her to the doter and now she is back up and on her feet, and things were back to usual. At least for now. -
Sending Her to School
Today is the first day of school for Marie. I think I am more nervous than she is. I just can't process the thought of sending my lttle girl away for the day without me. She is going to be the smartest most beautiful women when she grows up. -
The second child
I've just found out that I am pregnant with another child. I don't know whether I am happy or sad because things have been though with only Marie to care for, but if we add another person in our family it will just be to much to handle. I think I should take matters in to my own hands, and not tell Frederic. -
Second thoughts
For the past 2 days I've been asking Frederic if he would like another child, every time he answered "Of course dear, if we were going to have another baby I will work more hours at the job". After I knew that things might actually be possible with another baby I started to have second thoughts. I am going to have this baby. -
Telling Frederic
This morning I broke the news to Frederic that I was pregnant, he was extremely happy, and I was to. -
The birth of my second child
Yesterday at 11:35pm I gave birth to my second child, his name is Charles. He is just perfect. Frederic is unbelievably happy, and Marie is so excited that she has a little baby brother. -
Hard times
It has been so hard to care for Marie and Charlies with only Frederic working. Marie has been so helpful in caring for her brother, she comes home right after school to help me with lots of stuff. -
Charlies passes away
A week ago Charlies caught a terrible fever, I was so scared and so was everyone else. His fever was getting worse day by day. Then one day when I woke up to care for him I realized he wasn't breathing. I rushed him to the hospital, but when I got there they could not help him. My son Charlies is now gone. -
Remembering Charlies
It's been a year since Charlies passed away and I still feel guilty for his death. Everyday I think of how a horrible mother I am, I why I didn't do anything sooner. -
I got sick
I am incredibly sick and I don't know when I will be better but for right now I am incapibile of taking care of Marie my only child now. -
To weak
I am to weak and I don't think I can last much longer. I love you mom, dad, Frederic, Marie and Charlies I will never forget you.
