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Straight out of the womb
I was finally birthed to the world. I was the only one out of the womb. My father and the rest of the family were able to see my arrival.Everyone was so happy apparently fom what my parents told me. I was apparently born with my unibical cord wrapped around my neck, so that wasnt fun. But i am here now and living. Thank you mom. -
Started Kindergarten
Oh man, the first day of kindergarten for me was huge. Everyone woke up super early to see me go off to kindergarten and everything. Like hooray, she's finally going to start learning and get an education for the next 12 years hooray! No but, I was excited. I get to meet new people and gain friends. I throughly enjoyed it. -
My mother and I moved into our first apartment
My mom and i moved out of the house leaving my grandparents behind. Eventually they sold the house a couple months later. But it was me and my mom on our own now. There were no struggles or anything, we were living just fine. I was going to school and just living the time of my life. -
I was moving to Arizona
After the house was sold by my grandparents, my grandmother moved out to arizona. Later on, my grandmother told us that she was diagnosed with lung cancer. Me and my mom immediatly left new jersey and moved to Arizona to spend the last of her days with her. My father came with us i believe, i dont quite remember. -
My grandmother passed
Im not going to go deep into detail with this because I get emotional. My grandmother passed in the hospital due to a massive heart attack. Days later, The family was broken. Everyone was depressed. My mom, my aunt and I especially. I didnt go to school for a while. I've had depression since her passing not just because im depressed about her, but i just started realizing every little thing ive done wrong. And that also started to lower myself esteem. -
We moved back to New Jersey
We moved back. Moving back was the worse decision, but i dont blame my mother. She was a wreck still because of my grandmother and stressed out beyond belief. We lived in pretty bad conditions when we moved back. Eventually as the months passed we lived down the shore for a few. I didnt enjoy moving back while i was still depressed and my self esteem was plumeting. I dont like thinking back to then. -
We moved back to Arizona
We moved back to Arizona my mother and I. Just as we went back to New Jersey, we still didnt have decent living conditions. While my father was still out in Arizona living downtown, we stayed with him for a few months. Later we moved into surprise for a little while. Things were starting to look up. -
I finished middle school
I finished middle school. I was on my way to high school. I was terrified actually. I always dreaded high school. All the sterotypes and bullies ive heard about. And how everything was so much more serious. Sure i finished middle school with the friends ive had but i started realizing a lot of things about my friends. So much self realization happened on that day it was too much. But yes, im off to highschool. -
Started highschool
Well i started highschool. I didnt want to go at all actually. I was still scared of highschool. First day was alright though i suppose. Someone started a converstation with me which i dont normally recieve. But i gained a couple friends. The day went by fast thankfully. But public highschool was nothing but a weight of anxiety on my back and lowering my self esteem lower than what i thought was already the bottom. -
Im still here
Im still here on this earth. Even though ive been through hell and back ive made it. Im still alive, I still have my family, i have a couple friends i can really call friends. I live in a apartment in a nice neighborhood. My depression and problems relating it are still here but im trying to overcome them. Things are slowly getting better. Im starting to love my life more and just try my best to be as happy as possible and try my harder to shove the past far away. Im just really proud of myself.
