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BORN INTO THIS WORLD #YOLO
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Sits Up, Rolling Around, Babbling
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Had stomach flu
Trust vs. Mistrust, I threw up for 6 hours while my mother made sure I stayed comfortable, took me to the ER for IV fluids
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Walking while holding onto things
Autonomy vs. Shame and Doubt
I gained Autonomy by walking all on my own -
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Pedaling Big-Wheel
Autonomy vs. Shame and Doubt
I gained Autonomy by pedaling the big wheel on my own -
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Whistling, Talking(poorly)
Autonomy vs. Shame and Doubt
I copied what I saw my dad doing, I gained autonomy by making noises and people understanding them. ("noke" for milk, "yo-wee" for lily). -
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Drank a bottle of Tylenol
Autonomy vs. Shame and Doubt
I was exploring and was able to drink the whole bottle of tylenol, and it was in a cabinet above a counter.
I gained autonomy from this -
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Slept in "big-boy" bed
Autonomy vs. Shame and Doubt
Spent the whole night in a twin bed
I gained Autonomy from being on my own -
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Dad cut nipple off of pacifier
Walked around stating matter of factly "binky broke" and showing the mutilated pacifier -
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Potty Training
I gained Initiative from activley trying to use the toilet
I gained Autonomy from doing it on my own
Initiative vs. Guilt, Autonomy vs. Shame and Doubt -
Lacy is Born
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Acting out for attention over Lacy
Moms attention was on Lacy, so I danced on tables and played in streets. I gained Shame and Doubt by not getting positive attention Autonomy vs. Shame and Doubt -
Moved to Independence
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Neighbor found me wandering in the street
Initiative vs. Guilt
I gained guilt from trying to cross the street on my own -
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Cutting with Scissors
Competence vs Inferiority
I gained Competence by getting stickers on my craft projects from the teacher -
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Started swimming on my own
Competence vs. Inferiority
I gained competence from being able to swim well on my own -
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Started Preschool
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Learned how to ski
Competence vs. Inferiority
I gained competence from skiing without holding onto my parents and not falling over -
4th Bday
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5th Bday
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Kindergarten
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No more training wheels
Competence vs. Inferiority
I gained competence by riding on a bike up and down the sidewalk on my own without training wheels -
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Learned to read in kindergarten
Competence vs. Inferiority
I gained competence from being able to read very well -
Moved to Parkhill
Identity vs Role Confusion
I gained role confusion from having to figure out how to fit into a new social environment
I gained Identity from being able to try a different person out -
Skiing
Hospitalized for 4 days to dehydration
Trust vs Mistrust
I gained trust in the system because the hospital saved my life -
Started Swimming
Identity vs Role Confusion
I gained Identity; At that point on, I considered myself a swimmer -
Asthma- year off swimming
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started high school
Identity vs Role Confusion
I gained Role Confusion; I did not fit in, I did not like most of my friends. they were awful people. -
Graduate highschool
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Pre-Med
Initiative vs. Guilt
My courses in highschool have lined me up for success. Ive worked hard and Ive made it one step closer to becoming a surgeon
Ive gained Initiative -
Med School
Ive gained Identity; I am a Med student
Gain of Competence: I am successful thus far -
Meet Future Wife
Intimacy vs. Isolation
Meet the woman I want to marry. Hopes of always having someone by my side are coming true.
Ive gained Intimacy -
Graduate Med School
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Start Fellowship
Identity vs Role Confusion
Gain Identity
Make great doctor friends, drinking buddies, and role models -
Get Married
Intimacy vs Isolation
Gain Intimacy
I have gained a lifelong companion. Provides a new half of my Identity -
Have first child
Generativity vs. Stagnation
gain of generativity; First thing I have contributed to the world that will continue my legacy -
Become a full surgeon
Generativity vs. Stagnation
Gaining Generativity; Contributing to the world, things are awesome -
accidentally kill patient (super brutal, out of control, cant stop it, totally all my fault)
Initiative vs. Guilt
Gain Immense guilt, constant nightmares -
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Depression, Unsure about everything
Generativity vs Stagnation
Medicine is my life talent, I cant do what Im good at anymore
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Fired for malpractice
Identity vs Role Confusion
gain Role Confusion, I am not what I thought I was -
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Life spiraling out of control
Lots of Stagnation and Role Confusion and Guilt and Failure
Cant support my wife or child -
Divorce because of my depression
Intimacy vs. Isolation
Lots of Isolation, lost all friends, pulling away from everything that is close to me. -
Suicide at 43 years old
Integrity vs. Despair
Overwhelming despair
Life is seemingly worth nothing
No money friends or family left to care for
