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Birth
Born in Kansas City, MO to John and Holly McCord. I was a fat baby. -
Trust vs. Mistrust - Stayed home with Dad
My dad worked nights, so he would always have to take care of me during the day before I started school. I spent more time with my dad than my mom, so I trusted him more. Sadly, over time, my dad became more and more detached with his emotions and we grew apart. I don't remember getting much affection from him throughout my life. -
Initiative and Industry - 1st Grade 1st Friend
When I first started school, I had severe seperation anxiety. That all changed when I met my best and oldest friend, Ashley Geddins. It was always hard for me to talk to people, so it must have taken initiative for me to talk to her. -
Initiative/Trust - 2nd Grade - 2 Best Friends
By the time I got to 2nd grade, I was slightly more outgoing. That helped me to meet my 2nd best and oldest friend, Alexis. Eventually, I met my 3rd best and oldest friend, Catherine. As time went on, Catherine and I have become like sisters and I trust her with my life. -
Role Confusion - Middle School
The start of middle school was really rough for me. I was a really awkward and shy person. I had no idea where I fit in and didn't have a lot of friends. Halfway through the school year, I found my group of friends. We were the "goth" kids. It was nice to finally fit in somewhere, but I obviously changed with time. -
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Identity vs. Role Confusion - Teenage School Years
Typical "searching for myself" that everyone goes through. I went from goth to scene to nerd to normal. I think I've finally found myself now. I'm happy with myself, my friends, and life in general. -
Autonomy/Integrity/Dispair - Florida Trip
The summer after my 7th grade year was one of the best of my life. My friend Catherine asked me to go to Florida with her, and I jumped on that opportunity. It was my first time on a plane, first time in Florida, first trip to Disneyland, first vacation without my parents. As soon as we landed in Florida, I was hit with horrible homesickness, and almost tried to go home. But after I adjusted, I had the time of my life. -
Inferiority - High School Woes
All throughout elementary and middle school, I was a whiz kid. All A's, and I was ridiculously good at math. It was my best and favorite subject. I was in the Math Bee in 4th grade, and I left with 3rd place and a spot in the State Competition. I was really proud of that, even though it was only 3rd place. As soon as I hit 9th grade, my math grades went down along with my confidence in my intelligence. -
Guilt/Autonomy and Initiative/Generativity - First Job
I wish money grew on trees, but it doesn't. I never liked borrowing money from my parents. It made me feel guilty and dependent on them. So I did what most teens do. I got a part-time job. I applied myself, interviewed by myself, and got the job by myself. I work at Hy-Vee. It's not bad, but I still wish money grew on trees. -
Major Mistrust - Parent's Divorce
My parents divorce is still happening, and it's been pretty hard on me. Ever since I was little, my parents have been unhappy. I'm surprised they lasted this long, and it's a relief it's finally ending. While it definetely should happen, that doesn't make it any less sad and awkward. I'm going from having my mom in my life everyday, to seeing her a few times a week. I live with my dad. It's ruined my trust with both parents, and ruined my view of them as parents. -
Integrity - Europe
Right at the top of my bucket list is taking a trip to Europe. I will not be able to die happy unless I go on the London Eye or hear a beautiful Irish accent in person in Ireland. And I don't just want to visit Europe, I want to travel all over the world and see all of the beautiful sights there are to experience. -
Intimacy (Possibly) - Wedding Bells in My Future
I honestly can't imagine myself ever getting married. Seeing my parents divorce has ruined the idea of marriage for me. But, like most people, it's something that I would like one day. I have girly moments where I plan my wedding, but I can't imagine who my groom would be. If I'm not married by 30, than I most likely won't get married at all. -
Generativity - Mini Me's
Even if I never get married, I would love to have children. I'm terrified of childbirth, so I would adopt. I don't want a daughter, because I'm sassy enough. I wouldn't want to add any more in my life. I would adopt a boy. And MAYBE later a girl, because it would be cute for her to have a protective older brother. I have 2 older brothers, and it's nice when they get protective. -
Integrity - Dream Job
Before I turn 41, I want to have my own firm in psychiatry. I would be doing what I enjoy, helping people, and making lots of money at the same time. -
Integrity - My Glorious Death
Hopefully I'll have lived a good life. Made a lot of money, have grandkids, and lots of good memories. I want to go peacefully in my sleep, but that most likely won't happen. I hope I at least die in a really cool way. Like be the first person on Mars, but then run out of oxygen.
