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While on her visit in the sanitarium for tuberculosis
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Dorene impacts esther's outlook on life and makes esther doubt the way she is living
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Dorene finds guy named lenny and is thirdwheeling, she heads back to the hotel and has a bath when dorene goes to hook up with him
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She is very attracted to him, but the date ends with them just laying falling asleep next to each other
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On Esther's last day, she is getting her portrait taken and she breaks down in tears
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Esther attends the Country club dance with Doreen, and gets assaulted by her date, Marco.
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The next day, Esther travels back home and her mother tells her that she wasn't accepted into the summer writing program.
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Esther steals her mother's sleeping pills and takes lots and buries herself in the crawl space of the house. She is rescued
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After a few visits, Dr. Gordon provides esther with electroshock therapy. Only worsening her condition
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Esther sees a psychiatrist Dr. Godon to help with her worsening mental health
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Esther begins practicing her suicide, she contemplates a blade or drowning herself, even going as far to take her friends out to the beach and swim out, and even hanging herself
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Esther with nothing to fill her days, sits and home and questions what she is going to do with her life, she quickly spirals into a depression.
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Esther is moved to private institution after having another incident and meets dr.nolan
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Esther meets with Joan, an old highschool friend, who also tried to commit suicide
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Esther is placed in hospital, but is soon moved to a psychiatric institution, after dropping a mirror when she saw her face.
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Esther stats insulin shock therapy and is moved to a different section of the hospital
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Esther is woken up to the news that Joan has commited suicide
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Esther meets a Harvad professor at cambridge Joan takes her to the hospital and loses her virginity. After Esther bleeds nonstop and joan takes her to the hospital