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  ~Intorduced to Charlie
 ~Talks about why he is writing to "The Friend" hopes they will listen and understand
 ~tells "Friend" he's still trying to figure out how he can be both happy and sad (Sign of bipolor disorder)
 ~tells the story of when his best friend Michael commited suicide in the 8th grade
 ~talks about his family, especially his Aunt Helen and how somethin bad happened to her, thats why she came to live wiht his family before she died (rape?)
 ~He is starting highschool tomorrow (afraid)
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  ~Charlie really doesnt like highschool
 ~Cafetiria is called the "Nutrition Center"
 ~Talks about the relationship his classmate Susan and Micheal had
 ~Gets into a fight with a guy named Sean
 ~The fight didnt last long but Sean was really hurt
 ~a kid came forward and said the Sean started it so Charlie didn't get in trouble
 ~Talks about his family some more
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  ~Charlie tells that PAtrick was the one who taught him about masterbation
 ~Charile's parents find out about his sitsters boyfriemd and, his dad goes and has a serious talk with the bofriend
 ~Dad comes back and tells everyone he told the parents to keep their son away from the sister
 ~Charlie asked if his dad thought the boy got hit at home and his dad told him to mind his own buissness
 ~Charile's dad says he ddi the right thing in telling someone, but Charlie isn't so sure
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  ~Charlie has been participating more now
 ~Reading "Peter Pan' + Bill gave it to him
 ~Charlie was going to the homecoming football game and dance
 ~Sits with Patrick and Sam @ the game
 ~Sam invies Charlie to a pary taking place after the game
 ~Charlie has never been to a party except one that happened at his house
 ~Charlile tells Patrick&Sam the story of how he was in his room and a couple came in and were making ot. At one point, the boy forced the girl to give him a blowjob etc.
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  ~By telling Sam&Partick this story he realizes that the girl in the situation was raped
 ~He went to the party with S&P and meet some of their friends
 ~He had his first pot brownie but didnt know it
 ~Charlie goes tot he bathroom and finds Patrick and BRad kissing
 ~Patrick calls Charlie a wallflower
 ~Good Quote "You see things. You keep quiet about them. And you understand"
 ~Good Quote "And in that moment, I swear we were infinite"
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  ~Patrick tells Charlie the story of himand Brad
 ~HArsh, sad and very meaningful to Patrick as a character
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  ~Charlie is thinking about his future as a writer
 ~He has also just got a job at a xerox magazne called Punk Rocky
 ~talks more about Mary Elizabeth
 ~Sam&Patrick take Charlie to see rocky Horror
 ~Tells us he loves Sam, like really loves her
 ~Sam has a new boyfrined named Craig and he is around 21 years old
 ~Charlie is very jealous by him, thinks Craig doesn't deserve Sam
 ~Chariles Sisiter tells Charlie about Sam's previous reputation
 ~Sam was the "Blow Queen"
 ~Charile spends time with sister
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  ~Charlie hopes his brohter will come home for Thanksgiving '
 ~I think Charlie really misses his brother
 ~tells the readers that he wishes he was on a sports team
 ~When he was little he uesd to play sprts, but he becaome to aggressive so he had to stop
 ~Talks about his parents in the "old days"
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  ~Charlie's brother can't make iy for Thanksgiving
 ~His mom copes with the news by taking Charlie shopping
 ~He is really excited about having Sam and Patrick come over for dinner after the holidays
 ~Talks about the last time he had someone come over for dinner (It was Micheal)
 ~After Micheal died, his parents divorced
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  ~talks about the holidays with extended family
 ~HIs family is crazy and weird
 ~find out that Charlie's grandpa puts up a good front with his emotions
 ~also during Thanksgiving, the family watched Charile's brother's football game. HE's grandfather cried while wacthing it (Proud)
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  ~Doesn't know what Secret Santa is
 ~He got Patrick
 ~First gift to patrick is a mixed tape
 ~bill is still giving Charlie books paper to write
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  ~Patrick loved the tape but he knows Charlie is his SS
 ~Charlie is going to gove Patrick a magnetic poetry set
 ~He reicived socks from his SS (Mary Elizabeth?)
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  ~Charlie has recieved every part of a suit butthe coat. Was told to wear everything he was given to the party
 ~These are the gifts he gave Patrick:
 ---Watercolor paints and paper
 ---a harmonica and a playing book
 ---The Mayor of Castro Street by Harvey Milk (Gay leader from San Fran)
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  ~Went to Sam and Patrick's house and met their parents
 ~Last gift to Patrick was a poem Micheal had given to him
 ~Patrick was his SS and he said "All the great writers used to wear suits all the time"
 ~Exchanged gifts with people who weren't their SS
 ~Nobody but Sam and Patrick got Charile a gift
 ~Sam told him she loved him
 ~Sam also gave him a typewriter for christmas
 ~He told her he loved he as well
 ~Sm's first kiss was will one of her dad's friends
 ~Sam kissed Charlie in a softly
