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I was born on this day, I saw the light in the hospital, and I saw my mother -
My parents had split up when I was around 6 months, my mom met my stepdad a few months later. This divorce had messed up my mental growth by a lot. -
When I was around 3, I had gone into the kitchen, grabbed a pair of scissors, and cut all my hair off. I had just been given another brother, and I was so jealous because- I was still the only girl, so I wanted to be a boy. -
When I was younger, me and three of my brothers would go to our Grammy's house. One of these days, I went swimming with my two older brothers and my step cousin. They were all 3-6 years older than me. They thought it would be funny to splash water in my face in such a way that I couldn't breath. That was not a fun day. I learned I couldn't really trust people and it brought a lot of trust issues that I am still working on -
I was 5, my hair had grown back to a good normal length, and I made some new friends and memories -
This was the first time I was at six flags, pretty cool day. The only ride I would go on was whizzer -
This was when we had gotten my cat, Jinx. -
On this day, I graduated from Canty Elementary. I did not like the school, but I was so grateful to be gone, but it did spark a fear of losing people -
I met a lot of people, I was scared, and I realized my panic attacks were based on the amount of people around me. -
This was my freshman year, my first Annual Military Inspection, and I had to lead it. I was stuttering, I couldn't find the right words, and it was just awful -
This was the first time I had every experienced a "Mil Ball" and it was incredible. I didnt really know anyone apart from the freshman, but it didnt stop me from dancing and having fun. -
I went to Florida, for a field trip! It was wackamole and so much fun but scary because I didn't know anyone. -
This first drill meet taught me how to stick up for myself and be a more stern person that I already was. I also got to meet so many people and talk a lot, making new friends -
This was AMI for my sophomore year. Thankfully I didn't have to lead it, but it was still really stressful. During this day, I was awarded cadet of the month, a drill ribbon from Zion Benton, and I ranked up. This really taught me how to keep my bearing and act as if I were in the actual military. -
This was my sophomore year Mil Ball, and I was even better than freshman year. I was dancing with my friends, I knew practically everyone that went, and I had the best time ever with all my friends -
It was a fun time, by my then boyfriend would not listening to me and made it worse. still was a wonderful experience -
On this day, I was awarded a bunch of things, but more importantly, the rank of supply officer. I was also able to give out a bunch of ribbons that day and take charge of the supply room -
This was the first time I had ever taken the P-ACT, and it hurt my head a lot, and made me feel really sick. This proves to me that I shouldn't be on a computer all day and that I need brakes. -
This is happening in January, and it is going to be fun and very stressful. I will be standing with staff this year, as I am the supply officer, and I think we will have the most fun this year than we've had in other years. -
Though I have not graduated, this will be the day I graduate. I will lose a lot of people, based on the fact that I will be going out of state, but I am hopeful that a lot of my friends stick with me